Hey guys...

I'm feeling abit sappy these days. Just today i told eka i woke up feeling great; which i did. Then Felix passed me this song...number one on my track...Better Days. I kept listening to it and i started feeling sappy dappy. What do i feel? i feel sad days coming`

Same thing i do each day...i come in to the office, settle down. Help my friends look at their troubles and problems...help solve or give solutions and advice...then sat whole day writing my notes. eka came with her ice-cream and lois with her pao...sat and we joke like always.

Always.

What do i feel? i feel sad days coming`

In life we always find things or someone we love, but not everything has an ending...but somethings are meant to be...it's the way life's been written. We don't see it....i know i don't but it'll arrive to us one day. Felix and I were laughing about slogans to put in his graduation video for the spore sports school's graduating class students. He said better days are never forgotten...

i guess better days will soon be forgotten...not totally, but it remains vaguely in our minds. Though...one thing i know will remain forever afresh in our minds...the people who touched our hearts that day, their faces... kept like a slow moving picture spinning and spinning...round and round...and we know we shall never forget...

Always.

What do i feel? i feel sad days coming`

Today i kept writing my notes...writing and writing...till it past midnight. And i looked around...there behind me, Astley. Just the two of us left in the office. Just like old times...like old times. So many people come in and out of the office each day...so many came and left...but no one else worked as long and late as us. Not that we don't manage our time properly, too much things to do is an understatement, but it's none of those... it just feels like home there... with no one to bug you for things...work just keeps flowing and flowing like rivers thru caves. And we like that...alittle peace. And who would say, "off your music". And jokes are always cracking...nowadays not much...but never fails to hear one lame joke, always...

Always.

What do i feel? i feel sad days coming`

Eka said she'll give me a super nice basket before she leaves for Italy. I like the thought of that. Not the basket... Italy. I always waste my efforts on my super-fuel-hungry high maintenance girlfriend. I promised some frens i'll stop spending on her. I will. I admire Eka for her thrifty'ness. Italy...just the sound of it...nice. Soon who's gonna fill me in with the stories...gossip (Lol)...like you always do. I'm sorry...i'm not strong enough to kayuh our small little sinking sampan any longer. My hands are tired...think it's time i'll float with the currents. Hope you'll reach shore soon. But one thing i'll treasure...the better days. Tho, in time those days shall fade but one thing will forever stay afresh in all of our minds... always...

Always. i feel.